Back then

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Back then

How can it be

that now I suffer from the person

I used to be.

Sometimes now

when I am tired

I wish that I would look like

I have used to look like,

back then.

Then, I seemed perfect

and extremely happy.

It wasn`t true happiness,

when I look back now

and the consequences were

tremendously.

Tremendously because sometimes,

when I am tired,

I still wish that I would look like

I have used to look like,

back then.

Like back then

when perfection

turned out to be

madness

and the perfect world

turned upside down

as well

as I did.

Soy

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#poetry #perfection #madness